REIGN OVER ME

"i have always been fascinated by that, i mean curious because of what they say about it. That you can lose yourself, everything, all boundaries, all time, that two bodies can become so mixed up, that you don't know who's who and what's what and just with the sweet confusion so intense and you think you'll gonna die, you kinda do. Living you alone in your separate body with the one you love is still there, that's a miracle! You can go to heaven and come back alive, go back, anytime you want with the one you love."

(i just thought about this, but unfortunately i am not inspired enough to write something today. So i said, "don't worry, i'll get back to you!" have a good one! :) -21st of February

finally today, february 24 i think i can justify it.)

For some reasons everyone's a star when it comes to bringing this topic to everybody's attention in an informal or even formal conversation. But with an exception of me to that "everyone" word, cause i just stop, listen, observe, and keep quiet to their lime lights whenever they talk about it. What can i say anyway? I haven't experienced, i haven't felt, i haven't encountered YET. So i guess, the best way to stand for a friendly conversation as such is to take everybody's say about it and voice my confusions out.

I ask questions 'so, how'd you feel taking that position?', i say my comment on what they say 'gross!', and i'll laugh when i feel like laughing at the idea.

They say it's sweet, the feeling is just phenomenal, they even say once your there it's hard to go back to your reality, it's like a dreamland in a four-cornered tiny place, some even compare it to the garden of promises, some take it as their drugs, some are employed by it, eat by it and earn money from it.

I have once heard that if you started the act of doing it YOU JUST CAN'T STOP FOR SOME REASONS. That made me so afraid to try, because based on what and how they say it, it's more like of an ADDICTION. But it's my greatest fear not to even experienced what God has set up for me and for my body. *shrug* so what for an addiction? For as long as it's LEGAL and supported by black and white.

The truth is i haven't mentioned the exact word for it, but i am certain that everyone who has the chance to read, has read between the lines.

And you are right if you choose to believe i am talking about SEX or in the most rightful word for me -- MAKE LOVE.